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Monday, October 13, 2008 -{'2:58 PM
i knew...
one day i eventually hav to tell u....
i hav nthing to post today...
i got nothing to say
georgenia told me not to wait for the chance
but rather to get it
jiayu told me a leopard will never change its spot
andrew told me to wake up
today im posting this post
i wun be the leopard jade said
i will be a new leopard who has change
andrew told me to wake up
i already did since that day
georgenia said nt to wait for chance
but to get it myself
i will do it...
as for kelee..
she trust me...
yet i betrayed her trust..
she tried to cried but she still rmb
what she promise me and not cried..
i admit i was wrong..
not telling u too...
u knw where i am ytd night
it was drizzling yet i stayed there.
by morning it was freezing.
i got a cold frm it
i never tell u..
i dunwan u to worry bout me anymre...
cause i also told her something...
something harsh...and bad..
am i still a good stead
or a bad one?..
i only wish this would rewind..
hw i hoped that mackor ,lind,jade ,georgenia,drew,
darren and kelee will come...to the chalet...
darren and kelee not 100% come cause of their parents..
but hw i hope...will it ever come true?...
just 1 day left to our 5th month...
can it still be counted as a happy anniversary?...
18 mre days my birthday...can it be a happy one?
3wks left b4 my chalet open...can it be the memories
i had for my chalet?...
will i hav a 5th month happy annivassary?...
i guess not...cause what i did...
made everyone worry and sad...
...can i still even b the one?...